subject: lazy ass lazy
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roxyI'm not writing because of writer's block. I'm not writing because I'm lazy. I have so much of Come The Night just sitting there--I'm too lazy to edit it. I tell myself bits of my J2 to help me fall asleep. (my version of bedtime stories.) I was definitely going to sign up for the SpN Big Bang this year and just stopped. I couldn't imagine working that hard on something. I'd stop all together but I'm going to finish CTN no matter what because I've been posting and I hate to disappoint the folks reading it. I'm *so* glad I never started posting the J2, I'd feel awful about not finishing it! I totally get that once the muse has flown, (or if you're feeling terminally lazy) it's a physical pain to try and finish a fic, but I hate starting to read a story to find out it's not finished and never will be and sometimes I want to break the writer's fingers just a little...not like I haven't posted a fic and left it hang--still feel guilty about that--hell, I feel guilty about not cleaning up finished work and posting it to the magical world of AO3.
Ah well, enough guilt soaked rambling. You know, sometimes I wish I did drink. It'd give me something better to do with my time except obsessively watching old eps of SpN and Las Vegas. If I was rich, omg, I mean insanely 'laugh at Bill Gates for being a pauper mother fucker' rich, I'd buy Jensen and Josh Duhamel and make them act out endless little stories for my amusement and not all of them would involve lube even...there's nothing money can't buy. Don't let anyone tell you different. I'd be nice about it though. I'd buy Daneel a puppy to make up for it. Maybe one of those Irish Setters. And some Uggs. She looks like she'd wear Uggs. I'd buy her a green shirt with yellow trim and bits cut out, a bright yellow skirt to go with it, maybe a teal belt. She's got...colorful taste. A big red dog would be just what she needed to set off her outfits.
Wow, I can't write shit but I can go on being a bitch forever.
Ah well, enough guilt soaked rambling. You know, sometimes I wish I did drink. It'd give me something better to do with my time except obsessively watching old eps of SpN and Las Vegas. If I was rich, omg, I mean insanely 'laugh at Bill Gates for being a pauper mother fucker' rich, I'd buy Jensen and Josh Duhamel and make them act out endless little stories for my amusement and not all of them would involve lube even...there's nothing money can't buy. Don't let anyone tell you different. I'd be nice about it though. I'd buy Daneel a puppy to make up for it. Maybe one of those Irish Setters. And some Uggs. She looks like she'd wear Uggs. I'd buy her a green shirt with yellow trim and bits cut out, a bright yellow skirt to go with it, maybe a teal belt. She's got...colorful taste. A big red dog would be just what she needed to set off her outfits.
Wow, I can't write shit but I can go on being a bitch forever.
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1/23/12 02:44 am (UTC)Hah!! It's just like that, isn't it! And good news, you have time to sign up for the BB. *nudges gently*
Ramble, please do! I love rambling. I make my flist deal with it all the time, so hey--you know I love it.
(And the incest... that's nice, too.)
your way with words--they make me smile.