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roxyI do want to post the next bit of Come The Night, *hi you guys reading it!! wavewavewave!!!* but if I have to read that bitch one more time, I'm going to barf! Not that it's bad. It's not bad. There's a lot of it and I've been doing nothing but working on that. I really want to get this story wrapped up, I'm much more interested in writing the end than this bridgy bit right now. Is that bad? I always thought that authors wanted to write every single bit of their story, and *loved* every single bit. I don't know if it's different for what I do, but there are parts of every story I write that I'm not much in love with. I try hard to make those parts as decent as the bits I love. I hate to think that there are parts of a fic that shout "she ran through this with rainboots on". I can only hope that the reader can't tell. And don't pick out bits and ask if I mean this part or that part because almost definitely you'll pick out a part I love and make me cry. It's the Law of the Universe.
Right now, I have so many fics battling in my head--I want to write some more Put A Candle in the Window because I want more Stan and some other people--I want to write a story that is full of lovers and friends Dean had without Sam. Not because I don't love Sam, I do--so much! But I hate the thought of Dean not having any life at all while Sam does, and there's got to be something that kept Dean from getting in touch with Sam for two years or whatever it was--and it wasn't John. The man might have loved his boys but no matter what JDM says, he's got all the fuzzy warmth of a cinderblock. Dean tries to copy him and does a decent job but he's really not much of a lone cowboy, soup-for-one kinda guy. That guy attaches faster than a limpet given a chance. At least, he does in my opinion, and mind you, I do wear Dean-colored glasses....
Well, I suppose I should stop nattering and start editing. Thanks for listening! :)
Right now, I have so many fics battling in my head--I want to write some more Put A Candle in the Window because I want more Stan and some other people--I want to write a story that is full of lovers and friends Dean had without Sam. Not because I don't love Sam, I do--so much! But I hate the thought of Dean not having any life at all while Sam does, and there's got to be something that kept Dean from getting in touch with Sam for two years or whatever it was--and it wasn't John. The man might have loved his boys but no matter what JDM says, he's got all the fuzzy warmth of a cinderblock. Dean tries to copy him and does a decent job but he's really not much of a lone cowboy, soup-for-one kinda guy. That guy attaches faster than a limpet given a chance. At least, he does in my opinion, and mind you, I do wear Dean-colored glasses....
Well, I suppose I should stop nattering and start editing. Thanks for listening! :)
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5/18/12 03:55 am (UTC)always hate that one bit, which I usually find falls roughly in the middle for me.
Pretty much for me too! When it's a very long fic, I find there are two or three points that I balk at going to, that I hate editing, that I end up rewriting a billion times until I finally cave and end up kicking the damn thing out the door and hoping for the best.
I like this fic but I'll be soooo grateful when I post the last bit, oy!