SpN 8X09 my off the cuff first reaction

[roxy]

I'm a Dean girl, always have been, even though I don't make a big deal about it. What a douche. I'm going to take a deep breath, do a little woosah. No, fuck that, where does he get *off* with that shit? This is the first time I've ever thought that he made a call that was totally, completely wrong. In seven seasons, he's been a jerk, but let's face it, he's always been right. Not tonight. That was harsh, that was mean, and that was totally self-serving. Trust me, I know very well from self-serving dickery and that was a prime example. He *knew* that was going to hurt. Boy, Dean never forgets and only half-forgives, hunh? How is Sam supposed to come back from that? How are they asking us to *forget* about that? Sam paid all the penance he needs to pay, *all* of it. Anything he did wrong, and don't tell me he wasn't a fucking bitch to Dean with Ruby and the seals and whatnot, he was--but he paid for that. He's got a clean slate. But Dean...*holds up hands* I can't even think right now.

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[tifaching.livejournal.com]

Oh, it's definitely jealousy on both their parts. Benny for Sam and Amelia for Dean are like red capes waving in front of bulls. They're going to go off in irrational, whatever I can do to hurt the person I love most who is hurting me ways. I want fanfic of it, but watching it does hurt. I know that a show that's been on for as long as this one has has to evolve, but I want a little less breaking my heart out of the two of them now, please.