SpN 8X09 my off the cuff first reaction

[roxy]

I'm a Dean girl, always have been, even though I don't make a big deal about it. What a douche. I'm going to take a deep breath, do a little woosah. No, fuck that, where does he get *off* with that shit? This is the first time I've ever thought that he made a call that was totally, completely wrong. In seven seasons, he's been a jerk, but let's face it, he's always been right. Not tonight. That was harsh, that was mean, and that was totally self-serving. Trust me, I know very well from self-serving dickery and that was a prime example. He *knew* that was going to hurt. Boy, Dean never forgets and only half-forgives, hunh? How is Sam supposed to come back from that? How are they asking us to *forget* about that? Sam paid all the penance he needs to pay, *all* of it. Anything he did wrong, and don't tell me he wasn't a fucking bitch to Dean with Ruby and the seals and whatnot, he was--but he paid for that. He's got a clean slate. But Dean...*holds up hands* I can't even think right now.

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[smalltrolven.livejournal.com]

It was beyond cruel. Unless Sam hasn't said anything else to Dean about Amelia and so Dean didn't know how much she really meant to him or about Don,etc... Which is entirely possible since they're not communicating.
Please write that jealousy fic, I wanna read it, *grabby hands*, maybe it will make me less sadsadsad.

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

oh gosh, I think any story I manage to write would be one long angsty scream.

I'd like to think that Sam hasn't impressed on Dean what Amelia means to him because that would make that phone call less cruel.