SpN 8X09 my off the cuff first reaction

[roxy]

I'm a Dean girl, always have been, even though I don't make a big deal about it. What a douche. I'm going to take a deep breath, do a little woosah. No, fuck that, where does he get *off* with that shit? This is the first time I've ever thought that he made a call that was totally, completely wrong. In seven seasons, he's been a jerk, but let's face it, he's always been right. Not tonight. That was harsh, that was mean, and that was totally self-serving. Trust me, I know very well from self-serving dickery and that was a prime example. He *knew* that was going to hurt. Boy, Dean never forgets and only half-forgives, hunh? How is Sam supposed to come back from that? How are they asking us to *forget* about that? Sam paid all the penance he needs to pay, *all* of it. Anything he did wrong, and don't tell me he wasn't a fucking bitch to Dean with Ruby and the seals and whatnot, he was--but he paid for that. He's got a clean slate. But Dean...*holds up hands* I can't even think right now.

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[tabaqui]

OH MAN.
Just....wow. That was some crazy stuff.
BOYS. They're both just acting so damn *nuts* and jealous and twitchy. They're both *so not right*, and omg! What happened? Did Benny die? Did Dean kill him, or did he let him go? Or....!!!

Poor Martin - what a way to go. And SAM. He's so not over Amelia but i'm still getting such *weird* vibes off their whole deal.... Just wth. Someone else on LJ floated the idea that what if it was Dean watching Sam in the first ep? When he left? And in the fist ep!! Sam left in the dead of night, Amelia asleep in bed, and this time - she wasn't, he was packing and going while she was talking to him....
WHAT IS GOING ON!!!!

I LOVE MY DAMN SHOW. :)

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

I know some folks thought the cliffie was lame but I yelled at my TV set, I mean yelled at the top of my lungs! It's kind of funny how no one responds to me screaming on a Wednesday ha!

I think that was a crap way to end Martin--I mean, he got a good send off but I hate how they destroyed my idea of Martin. But, then again, we only knew Martin from the asylum, and here he seemed like he was about a hot minute from breaking again. Boy, the Winchesters have a *terrible* rep, hunh?

Someone else on LJ floated the idea that what if it was Dean watching Sam in the first ep?

That would be...FASCINATING!
Weird vibe, oh yeah! So much is going on, so many layers and things we don't know and I'm afraid things we might never know but gosh, I hope they settle things out between each other or I'm going to be sad!