spnJ2 Big Bang 2013!

[roxy]

I had a pretty good experience with the BB last year, so I'm thinking that definitely I want to do it again this year. I've been kicking around ideas in my head for a long time. I've wanted to write another part to the Lodi series, picking up after Dean picks Sam up from Stanford. I've thought about writing about what Sam did when he wasn't with Dean in the Non Timebo Mala story, but that would be more difficult because it's a more solidly AU story than Lodi, and the readers might get lost without background...also, there's this feral Sam idea I have, writing a story about Sam and Dean with a somewhat similar premise as my Clex story, The Dog.

Last year, my entry was a J2 and this year, I'd really like to write Sam/Dean. At any rate, It's going to be a rip my hair out whine endlessly on my LJ cry blood and tears and demand my friend's list take over writing while swearing never to do anything that stupid again fun kind of experience! And you get to watch me, dear my fortunate friends!

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[locknkey.livejournal.com]

LODI, LODI, LODI, LODI, LODI, LODI, LODI, LODI, LODI, LODI, LODI, LODI, LODI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Always wanted a continuation of that story!

*begs with puppy eyes, cookies and whip - I'm adaptable*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

LOL! okay, I'll take your wishes into account! *dodges whip and snatches up cookies*

The way SpN has progressed, my original idea for continuing it doesn't really work anymore but that might be a good idea since I was thinking about having Sam go darkside and the story mostly centering around Patrick hiding from him. But since then, I've done my Dark!Sammy fic and got it out of my system. Still, I want Patrick in the fic in some way...*eyeballs you for help*

*GGG*

[locknkey.livejournal.com]

Under the California Sun was the last update - yes????

I'm now thinking maybe I don't want you to write any more Lodi, what if S/D don't end up together? What if it doesn't turn out the way I imagined????? See - if you never write it I can pretend that is goes my way. :) *heaves sigh of relief at no evil Sam = makes note to read other one you wrote now that it's complete (I have trouble with Sam hurting Dean)*

Okay - now that I've gone on about me and my entitlement - I think Patrick as a must - love Patrick, but also felt that Sam and Dean really did a number on him. I think I need to re-read CS, but I kind of love the idea of Patrick being the one to help Sam and Dean realize what they are to each other, but can't remember if that would even work.

ETA: I also wouldn't sweat being canon compliant - it's your choice where you want the story to go.

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Oh my, that dark!Sam story was full of really bad Sam-hurting-Dean stuff. I was told that my story was full of "gratuitous graphic violence", to quote, and I was also told in a comment that I was bashing Sam. I was sorry that folks didn't get what I was going for. The story had to be violent because Dean was in Hell, and so was Sam--not much happy stuff going to happen there.. Plus, this was a Sam with only half a soul. Bashing Sam. *shakes head* That offended me so much because I *love* Sam.

Ach! Let me step off my soapbox now! I just wanted to warn you that most of Come The Night was violent and Dean suffers, but not through all of it. Oh, and it could benefit for a good hard edit but hah! Not happening anytime soon! I still get tired thinking about that fic. :)

I like your idea...and I think it might work. It'd be nice to get them together and solve the issue of Patrick. Plus it's been a while since I wrote a threesome...

Hah! I'm all blabby--morning, and my first cup of coffee, wooo-hoo!

[tifaching.livejournal.com]

Oh, good luck! I don't have the nerve for a big bang!

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Oh, but why? It's way less scary than it seems, promise! *G* Plus I can imagine so many folks would be thrilled to death if you decided to do it.

I'm here for you! :)

[firesign10.livejournal.com]

Yay!! I've decided to do it too, this will be my first time for this challenge :-D I figure, I did Pay Phone, it's like writing something big like that again, yes? Mine's going to be J2, AU.

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

You can do it!!! And yay for AU J2s, my favorite flavor!

[goss.livejournal.com]

Yay! I would love to read your Dean/Sam! :D

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Oh yay!! I'd be thrilled to have you read it!! *BEAMS*

[runedgirl.livejournal.com]

Well, that's the fun of big bang, isn't it? We can all rip our hair out and gnash our teeth together :) Ooooh, and you're gonna write Sam/Dean! You know that makes me happy :)

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

LOL!

I'm excited and I have ideas!! Of course, they change every five minutes but--ideas! :)

[portraitofafool.livejournal.com]

\o/ I look forward to all of your sharing.

Man, you've got me drooling over the idea of feral Sam. DROOLING, ROXY! I am more than happy to fling ideas at you so you won't have to revisit old ones (I hate when I feel backed into that kind of writery corner. Dear Muse: That shit's not cool.). Omgomg, FERAL SAM. I wanted to do a feral Sam story a long time ago, but then I was like, "No, I won't," and so I didn't. And you... You could do it right, I think because people bungle that idea so fucking bad. Hint: Being feral isn't something you can cure overnight. Also, aspects linger for the rest of their lives. Omgomg. FERAL SAM.

Hello, you have made me a broken record. Why for do you do these things to me? :D

*bribes you with chocolate*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Well, fuck's sake, I think I've already borked my idea. It's kind of morphing as we speak. But I figured I'd just throw a shit ton of words down and edit for coherency later.

How do you feel about humans trained to fight monsters for fun? Not for their fun, of course. It's a turn the fic took while I was thinking about feral kids. As so frequently happens. :)

*takes your chocolate under false pretenses*

[portraitofafool.livejournal.com]

Damn. At least you've got an idea though, I'm always Last Minute Girl when it comes to those things. Which is why my head then promptly explodes. Lol.

I don't feel bad about humans trained to fight monsters. I actually find it hella interesting, particularly (1) the psychology--and ultimate psychological "damage" it would cause and (2) the violence. I mean, they'd be little sociopaths (not to be confused with psychopaths). Anyway, point is: I love characters with screwy noggins and I love violence, so...

My thoughts from just that little bit are so: It seems like it'd be a gladiator-ish take on a human slave ring, more or less. Well, gladiators were slaves and prisoners... and people with debt... so it's pretty spot-on, really. If you get 'em young it's even more twisted with a Spartan flare, minus the honor and such. Of course, conversely speaking, if they were trained from the time they were Very Young then actually they probably would come to enjoy it--if they were really good at it and continued to win, which I am guessing they would. Basically--to me, o'course--it's taking Spartan child rearing tactics, gladiator pit matches and throwing monsters in for a good mix.

What the end result would likely end up being are kids who, when they're grown, are super soldiers. Which means a lack of conscience in the generalized scheme of things, trained/conditioned sadism (of the not-kinky variety) because they'd have to like killing/maiming/hurting after a fashion. It's like anything else: it gets easier with repetition, which in turn becomes not just routine, but enjoyable due to the psychological development phase in which they were taken. Then come full circle back to: sociopaths that are "created"; forged in blood and pain, if you will. In short (and keeping with the example): Spartans were not nice people, not when it came to soldiering and/or waging war. Oh and then there's the um... stuff... with the kids and older dudes as "mentors". Talk about some seriously sexually confused men in Sparta. Wowza. Could make good fic though, oh yes. I could go on--if you want me to--but I totally get it if you'd rather I just hush. I sort of spewed ALL THE THOUGHTS at you there.

I luff ya, so you can keep the chocolate. :D

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Your thoughts are very interesting! I think we are on the same track. :)