Dear my friends,

[roxy]

You know I love Sam, I love him almost as much as Dean loves him, except of course given a chance, I'd jump that, but tonight? I just wanted to slap that boy silly. Both of them!! I'll say no more. *glares at TV, snivels silently*

Comments

[tabaqui]

Yeah, these boys are just....
*shakes them*

Arrgh!!!!

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

I don't understand--what is Sam's point? I think no matter what he's saying, what he means to do is punish Dean. Everyone is asking an awful lot of Dean. It's making me mad that folks see Dean as an abuser. Tell me any sibling who loves the others who wouldn't do every single thing they could to save their sibling? If only Dean didn't feel like such a failure. BOYS!!!

[tabaqui]

I know!! I'm like - Sam, you went into the trials saying 'i'm going to show you there's a light at the end of the tunnel!!' And suddenly you want to die? Wtf? When Dean came into your head (via Gadreel) and said 'i can fix this, just say yes' - Sam said yes. So i just don't know.

And to say he'd let Dean die.... Well, that might have been the smart choice, sometime, because look what troubles they've gotten themselves into, but that was just.... It was cruel. Because for Dean to be told his life has no worth to Sam is like telling him to just go kill himself. I am baffled. And mad. And damnit, Sam!! Stoppit!

And Dean - i get where you're coming from, i do, all the time, but you gotta know that Sam sees your devotion sometimes as a way to tell him he's not capable of dealing with anything himself. My gods. Self esteem issues out the wazoo, both of them!!!
*flails*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

That's everything in a nutshell, right there. I understood when Sam said he was ready to die--I can see coming to that point and being sure that you've done everything you could and letting go. But now he's punishing Dean and I'm not really sure why except that in Sam's mind I'm *sure* he doesn't think that he is. Because he really doesn't understand Dean. And yeah, I'm sure the weight of Dean's love must be suffocating sometimes, omg, do I ever get that. Dean honey, let me give you a tip--let go, for god's sake. He'll come back.

[tabaqui]

Yup, exactly. Dean clings so *tight*, and Sam wants to shake that off, but man - not like this.
Arrrgh. BOYS.