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roxyerf.
I watched the SV ep for this past week finally.
So I have some thoughts, typical Roxy kind of thoughts you know, shit I'd say to you if you were in my kitchen drinking coffe with me--off the cuff of my brain kind of thing....
I'm such an idiot--I just cried and cried. Shit.
Poor fucked up Clark--he's such an asshole. He really thinks that everything wrong in his life's been solved now that he's "normal" and thinks he doesn't need Lex anymore...I feel so sorry for him.
And Lex--he thought he could have his cake and eat it too, I guess.
Now that Clark's not only given up on him but practically said he'd done that a long time ago--he has no reason to try anymore. Hell, if I was Lex, I'd want to screw him something hard and long and if it can't be the good screwing, the bad kind works just as well, and is nearly as satisfying.
I think the best description of the shit that happened is this one by![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
fromward.
What she says makes horrible sense. I read this with a big yes, yes on my mind. See if it doesn't ring true. Plus, it's a lot prettier the way she says it.
*cries some more* Bastards.
Sometimes I hate how much I still love them.
I watched the SV ep for this past week finally.
So I have some thoughts, typical Roxy kind of thoughts you know, shit I'd say to you if you were in my kitchen drinking coffe with me--off the cuff of my brain kind of thing....
I'm such an idiot--I just cried and cried. Shit.
Poor fucked up Clark--he's such an asshole. He really thinks that everything wrong in his life's been solved now that he's "normal" and thinks he doesn't need Lex anymore...I feel so sorry for him.
And Lex--he thought he could have his cake and eat it too, I guess.
Now that Clark's not only given up on him but practically said he'd done that a long time ago--he has no reason to try anymore. Hell, if I was Lex, I'd want to screw him something hard and long and if it can't be the good screwing, the bad kind works just as well, and is nearly as satisfying.
I think the best description of the shit that happened is this one by
fromward. What she says makes horrible sense. I read this with a big yes, yes on my mind. See if it doesn't ring true. Plus, it's a lot prettier the way she says it.
*cries some more* Bastards.
Sometimes I hate how much I still love them.
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10/9/05 02:25 am (UTC)We won't tell anyone. ::pets your arm::
//Now that Clark's not only given up on him but practically said he'd done that a long time ago--he has no reason to try anymore. Hell, if I was Lex, I'd want to screw him something hard and long and if it can't be the good screwing, the bad kind works just as well, and is nearly as satisfying.//
Which is how I see the Rift. Clark brought him to this. So I can see Lex thinking "If I can't have you (as a friend, as something more) than dammit, I'm going to get to you someway." Posh on that Lex/Lana/Clark triangle being the reason for the rift. I've said it a million times before Clark and Lex has 99 problems but a b*tch ain't one. They can do bad by themselves.
When Lex looks at Clark with the bloodied lip with this sickening realization of "What have I done? I've lost this person." I ached for him. My poor Lex :(
Fromward makes great points.
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10/9/05 02:47 am (UTC)Truth--them trying to pull that triangle out of their asses drives me nuts. Lex already gave his real opinion of Lana when he was split into Lex and Alexander. They can't tell me he wants her beyond the poon and that mostly because he figures that's as close as he's getting to Clark.
The love is there, but I'm a leeeetle bitter too. *g*