Oh.

[roxy]

erf.

I watched the SV ep for this past week finally.

So I have some thoughts, typical Roxy kind of thoughts you know, shit I'd say to you if you were in my kitchen drinking coffe with me--off the cuff of my brain kind of thing....
I'm such an idiot--I just cried and cried. Shit.

Poor fucked up Clark--he's such an asshole. He really thinks that everything wrong in his life's been solved now that he's "normal" and thinks he doesn't need Lex anymore...I feel so sorry for him.

And Lex--he thought he could have his cake and eat it too, I guess.

Now that Clark's not only given up on him but practically said he'd done that a long time ago--he has no reason to try anymore. Hell, if I was Lex, I'd want to screw him something hard and long and if it can't be the good screwing, the bad kind works just as well, and is nearly as satisfying.
I think the best description of the shit that happened is this one by fromward.

What she says makes horrible sense. I read this with a big yes, yes on my mind. See if it doesn't ring true. Plus, it's a lot prettier the way she says it.

*cries some more* Bastards.
Sometimes I hate how much I still love them.

Comments

[rumpuso.livejournal.com]

Please don't hate 'my' Clark Ms. Roxy. I honestly understand where he is coming from AND where Lex is coming from and the thing is...it is a tragic thing that both of these boys have made errors in judgement that will affect who they will become in the future. Smallville showed us the potential for friendship, but they have also slipped in nuances of how they have come to blows (in Mortal). It was so subtle that many didn't recognize them.

Be sad for the outcome, but don't blame this entirely on Clark. Each boy made choices and each boy has pain.

(I love me some Clark).

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Oh no, no--I don't hate Clark. I could never hate him--I think I do understand Clark. He is an asshole but it's only becasue he's so young and cares so much, poor thing.


Please don't hate 'my' Clark Ms. Roxy
Gosh--you can't see the love for him all over my stories?

[rumpuso.livejournal.com]

Ok, good good. I'm sorry. I've been reading so many LJ comments from people who honestly see no fault in Lex and blame everything on Clark, that I think I'm overly jumpy. Of course I see the love in your fictions (and dammit all if I'm still trying to clear my calendar so I can read DP Jupiter).

Thanks for responding...excuse my temporary insanity.

[duskwillow.livejournal.com]

I'll jump right in the discussion here - I couldn't agree more with everything you just said. I loved Clex part of the episode, and thought it was done really good. This episode showed how both Clark and Lex are perfectly messed up, and disillusioned about the other one by the end.

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

*huuuuuuuuuug*