Dear Ones...
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roxyI have a confession to make. Please don't yell at me and tell me I'm a fool, I know it.
I can't watch Lex be that bad guy. I don't want to see it, it doesn't make me happy, I'm not all excited by EvilLex--I don't even really like it all that much in fic. I'll read an EvilLex fic, depending on the author because excellent writing makes even the most awful idea a pleasure to read. (in a hurty owie kind of way) but as we know, this is not the case in SV.
I want them to be friends forever, I want Lex to say, "Oh, no thanks, no evil, I'll have really good sex for a lifetime instead." I want Clark to look at him with almost as much amazement as he did in the beginning...(not as awed anymore, 'cause he knows Lex likes to eat crackers in the bed and shove the crumbs on Clark's side)
I know how the story is supposed to end, and I know I'm supposed to want it. But you know it's making me so sad that I can barely even write them anymore. Stupid, I know. I'm happy for the folks who can't wait, I kind of envy them. Exactaly what they want is going to happen, and it should happen.
I just don't want it to.
I can't watch Lex be that bad guy. I don't want to see it, it doesn't make me happy, I'm not all excited by EvilLex--I don't even really like it all that much in fic. I'll read an EvilLex fic, depending on the author because excellent writing makes even the most awful idea a pleasure to read. (in a hurty owie kind of way) but as we know, this is not the case in SV.
I want them to be friends forever, I want Lex to say, "Oh, no thanks, no evil, I'll have really good sex for a lifetime instead." I want Clark to look at him with almost as much amazement as he did in the beginning...(not as awed anymore, 'cause he knows Lex likes to eat crackers in the bed and shove the crumbs on Clark's side)
I know how the story is supposed to end, and I know I'm supposed to want it. But you know it's making me so sad that I can barely even write them anymore. Stupid, I know. I'm happy for the folks who can't wait, I kind of envy them. Exactaly what they want is going to happen, and it should happen.
I just don't want it to.
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4/10/06 10:19 pm (UTC)It is a pity that the writers didn't decide to write us a Superman and Lex Luthor who were both good, and who saved the world together as they balanced each other. A "What If Lex Luthor was also a Hero". A plot that show us that love and trust, that someone believe in you, could influence someone enough to turn them from a dark path.
We have to live with what we have, but we are lucky as we have talented writers such as yourself to give us different, more enjoyable and loving, if sometimes angsty, endings.
Looking forward to a little Clex loving from you.
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4/11/06 12:17 pm (UTC)...love and trust, that someone believe in you, could influence someone enough to turn them from a dark path.
I guess if Lionel wasn't around it might have happened. If Jonathan hadn't been so unforgiving of Lex , it might have happened. so, yep, I write it so it's fixed. *grin*