Confession Time

[roxy]

you guys kind of get that I'm probably not going to write SV anymore, right? So anyone who's here for that, please feel free to defriend me. *geeck--ack--sniffle* Really, it's okay. No really, it's okay. I know it can be really disappointing when you're waiting for a new story that never comes.

I don't know if it will ever come again, but I'm not going to pretend like it might when I'm not sure. But no doubt, Clark is still the sun, and Lex is still the moon, and I still love them together. I sill love Whit, and Lucas, and Wade. I'll just be loving them from over_________here, instead of rightherelikethis.

I'm even more invested in watching SV, more than I've ever been, strangely enough. I love the show this year, and Clark is hotter, and better, than *ever*. Speak no evil about my Clark, I won't hear it. Unless it's a hot, juicy angst-filled cheating on Lois with Bruce evil kind of story. That kind of evil I'll take. Also, okay, maybe I should rewrite the 2nd Dis Pater so that Clark does erase Lex's memory since that's now canon as something Clark would do. At least without Martha around to slap him upside the head and tell him "Hell no, boy, is you crazy?"

So, the gist of this babble is no fic, defriend at will. Ignore my enormous hankie, for to be wiping my tears away.

Emotional blackmail, moi? Ha, do not be silly!

Comments

[fromward.livejournal.com]

You're the sun in this here wee universe. *GLOMPS*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Weeeee! *clings back*

[ale-lexfan.livejournal.com]

I know I'm not regularly commenting your posts but I read everything you write and I'll keep on reading everything...even if it's a phonebook!! :)
Oh, have I ever said that I loved all you're stories?! ...no?! Really?
I did!!!...I still love them every time I re-read them!!!!!!You're a great writer!!!
*Hugs*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

*HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUG*

Thank you *SO* much!

[jakrar.livejournal.com]

No more CLex from you, ever again? *sobs*

But I can always hope for good SpN....

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Hey, and smash-ups! Lex and Dean! Clark and Sam! *crosses fingers and hopes for the best*

*G*

[jakrar.livejournal.com]

Speaking of Clark, does the guy on this book cover look to you like Tom Welling's Clark Kent?

http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/1416963790/ref=ord_cart_shr?%5Fencoding=UTF8&m=ATVPDKIKX0DER&v=glance

Or am I imagining things?

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

*gasp* That is *completely Thomas--just with a touch more lip gloss than usual!

[jakrar.livejournal.com]

I wish they had more on exactly what the book will be about. And whether any of the major characters will look like Michael Rosenbaum.... *eg*

[tasabian.livejournal.com]

I re-read your Virgin!Lex fic recently and swooned for chaste Lex and deflowering!Clark all over again! You get the boys naked so brilliantly.

But SVfic or not, I'm definitely sticking around! Us Johnny LaRue fangirls got to stick together ;)

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

oh, that's so very nice to hear!

Us Johnny LaRue fangirls got to stick together ;)

Heck yeah! Johnny rules!!! *HUGHUG*

[nerowill.livejournal.com]

Your fic will be missed... It's a sign of the times though. :)

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

It's so sad! There were so many writers, so many beautiful stories, and now it's down a few souls, who, thank goodness, are wonderful and inspired. And who knows, one morning I might wake up and think, 'say, what if Lex was a king, and Clark was a priest, and they lived in the middle ages and....' *G*

[hyperfocused.livejournal.com]

I will happily follow your words anywhere they go. You'd better not go away:)

I'm one of those people who never can say "I'll never write ___ again." I mean it's been at least a year since I've done any Clark/Lex, and certainly I'm not feeling the love from anything the show has given us in the last season or more, but I've not lost it for the early years, or for my photographer Kal...

staying, promise! :)

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

I just saw you updated! I have to run to read!

you know, I say I won't write them, but almost every idea I have for SpN is an SpN/SV x-over...*g*

[ender24]

LOL, wow, you did this in december?!?!
the most cheerful and stressful time of the year, and you say, you might never be writing clex again ;D ?!?!

and here I thought, I should be trying to show some kindness to my current flisters, but not starting another round of defriending this year *g*.

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

I didn't think about that, but I'm not doing any defriending! I'm still reading Clex, still love those guys, there just aren't any ideas in my head. I hope no one does leave, but I get it if they get tired of hearing me squee about Supernatural and stuff.

[ladydreamer.livejournal.com]

Well, as someone who wonders if she'll ever stop writing SV (in a year I'll be finishing my WiPs all alone in a corner, clinging to a bald little doll), I'm not particularly thrilled to see more people distancing themselves from the fandom, especially our slash people. I shouldn't begrudge SPN fandom, but I'm selfish! *clings* At least I got a Kill Ollie fic out of you.

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

oomgosh, not distancing! I'm just not writing--but I'm still here, still loving the boys, still reading! And if I ever get a clear idea, I'll write. SV is the fandom that raised me, how could I turn my back on it? And listen--four years, almost literally non-stop I've been writing SV! It's time to recharge, no?

clinging to a little bald doll

*CRIES* no, no, it won't be like that! I remember how that god damn SGA--*spit*--took so many folks away. *pout* I'll never get over my irritation with that show.

What if I wrote CW rps, how about that? *G*

[ladydreamer.livejournal.com]

Aww! How sweet are you to reassure me? *hugs* I understand. Okay, I'll try not to emo too much while you recharge your Clex batteries (on Wincest juice). :)

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

on Wincest juice).

oy....you make it sound so dirty.

*GRINS* Heck yeah!!!

[ladydreamer.livejournal.com]

Well, I HOPE it is. :D

[opusnone.livejournal.com]

Most sadness to see that you're no longer writing, but a deepest thanks from a lurker and a reader for all that you have already done. "Ripley" and "Brothers" and "Dis Pater" are some of my favorite re-reads. But defriend, never, well for as long as you'll still have me - don't think I could go on without the wit and wisdom of Mr. & Mrs. Roxy.

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Thank you so very, very much! It always made me so happy to see your name in my comments, you know! *HUG*