Confession Time

[roxy]

you guys kind of get that I'm probably not going to write SV anymore, right? So anyone who's here for that, please feel free to defriend me. *geeck--ack--sniffle* Really, it's okay. No really, it's okay. I know it can be really disappointing when you're waiting for a new story that never comes.

I don't know if it will ever come again, but I'm not going to pretend like it might when I'm not sure. But no doubt, Clark is still the sun, and Lex is still the moon, and I still love them together. I sill love Whit, and Lucas, and Wade. I'll just be loving them from over_________here, instead of rightherelikethis.

I'm even more invested in watching SV, more than I've ever been, strangely enough. I love the show this year, and Clark is hotter, and better, than *ever*. Speak no evil about my Clark, I won't hear it. Unless it's a hot, juicy angst-filled cheating on Lois with Bruce evil kind of story. That kind of evil I'll take. Also, okay, maybe I should rewrite the 2nd Dis Pater so that Clark does erase Lex's memory since that's now canon as something Clark would do. At least without Martha around to slap him upside the head and tell him "Hell no, boy, is you crazy?"

So, the gist of this babble is no fic, defriend at will. Ignore my enormous hankie, for to be wiping my tears away.

Emotional blackmail, moi? Ha, do not be silly!

Comments

[rednihilist.livejournal.com]

*slaps you upside the head*

It'd be like cutting my arm off, to defriend you!! *clutches roxy tight* I'm never letting you go! Never.


XD Long Live SpN fic, and anything else you feel like posting! I'm in it for the long haul, babe!

[serafina20.livejournal.com]

See, I'm refusing to say that. Even though I haven't watched the show in, like, two or three years. Even though the few words I've written on COTW 53 (or whatever) since I last posted were lost in the great computer crash of '08. Even though I'm concentrating so hard on my novel, that I'm barely producing any fic at all, I refuse to say I'm never writing SV or CLEX anymore. Because I will, dammit. I swear.

So, what I mean is... you're way more brave and realistic than I. :) *huggles*

[herohunter.livejournal.com]

Really? No more SV from you?

Tis a sad day, this.

:(

[ferdalump.livejournal.com]

"Unless it's a hot, juicy angst-filled cheating on Lois with Bruce evil kind of story. That kind of evil I'll take."

**mind boggles**

No no no!! Clark is with Lex and Lois is with Bruce. *nods*

And NEVER will I cut you off the list. You're far too much fun!!! :D *clings*

[petit-rhino.livejournal.com]

SV fic is totally the reason I friended, because I think you're an awesome writer. It's not really why I've stayed though. And even if I don't comment often these days, it's still not why I'm staying *hugs*

BTW, SPN/PD fic FTW, my friend! *g*

[supercaptain182.livejournal.com]

I shall always stay!!!!

SV or no SV. I'm here for Ms. Roxy. Yep.Yep. You're right, Clark is still the sun.

[miss-tress.livejournal.com]

*clings to you like a crazy spider monkey*

[myownghost.livejournal.com]

oh geez no, i'm here because i like you! the stories have always been a bonus. :)

[supesfan88.livejournal.com]

Ah, I still love ya

[rosy5000.livejournal.com]

*clings to you*

Even if I never see another SV fic from you and you insist on contaminating my flist with SPN fic instead (which I be just ignoring *grins*), I'll never let you go! Though, I will tempt and taunt you with Clark, Lex, and Whitney in their wheelbarrow in a pathetic attempt to entice you back. *grins*

Say... ever consider watching Merlin? *grins* Cute boys, dragons, magic, unicorns... And way slashier than SV ever was. ;)

*snugglehugs*

[danceswithgary]

Still here and not going anywhere, darling. I understand exactly where you're at, going through some struggles myself. *hugs*

[lexalicious70.livejournal.com]

*Wibbles* I will miss it so much.

But you're so much more to me than just an SV fic writer, Roxy. I'd never defriend you for this decision.

*HUGS* Never!

[talitha78.livejournal.com]

No worries; I will follow wherever you may wander.

P.S. I love your background image. Do you have a link to the original art?

[cinderella81.livejournal.com]

Sorry, nuh-uh ... not letting you go!

[twinsarein.livejournal.com]

I know I am pretty much a newbie and I certainly friended you because I love your fics, but when I thought of defriending you after reading your message I got very depressed. I have come to really enjoy your posts, you have such a wonderful sense of humor and a real gift with words. So I plan on sticking around. However, since I post almost nothing but SV stuff, I'll understand if you want to defriend me.

One of the benefits of being a newbie and having so little time to read, I still have many of your fics I haven't read yet. So I will still be able to enjoy Roxy SV for months!

[me-ya-ri.livejournal.com]

Nope, still here.

*Tackle-hugs you and purrs*

Write what you write, sweetie. The muses do what they do and we can never tell where they're going to go. My SV writing goes on but it's in between my original stuff, my slave fic, my brand new obsession with SGA, my occasional Torchwood fling, my... My but I have a lot of muses. O.o

Hope you'll at least keep reading even if you're not watching!

[emeraldsedai.livejournal.com]

You are far, far too amusing to defriend. And besides...I know you like SPN.

[justabi.livejournal.com]

*clings to you tightly*

[kristiinthedark.livejournal.com]

Not that I'd defriend you anyway (because I adore you and never would) but omg, woman, you've put up with all of my willy-nilly changes and shiny new fandoms! I'd be the biggest hypocrite in the whole wide world.

♥

[selinamoonfire.livejournal.com]

You know I'm going to stick around :P

[tabaqui]

That's it, i'm *so outta here*.


...

HA.
You know it's not true. I pretty much feel the same about Buffy/AtS a lot of the time. I said i'd write a BtVS/AtS story for Sweet Charity, and i shall, but....

I'm not feeling any huge compulsion to write in that fandom right now. I've kind of played myself out.

So, i totally get it.
*luffs you muchly*

[helioshyperion.livejournal.com]

*wibble*

*clings* I'll never defriend you!

[coneyislandbaby]

Absolutely not defriending you ever - I love your posts and having you on my flist. Besides, I need people who remember when Doctor Who was Tom Baker and who love Captain Jack and who know who Lou Reed is (you'd be surprised how many don't, Roxy, it's sad!) SV is something I still like - even if I've only watched up to nearly the end of S3 (I have S4 and S5 DVDs though - I am also planning to buy the rest) but it's not my fandom any more.

Incidentally do you think Doctor/Master and Clex are a bit similar? I really do think they have much in common.

[yavannauk.livejournal.com]

As another in the 'will probably never write SV fic again' camp I'm definitely not planning on going anywhere. I shall sit right here and try to convince you to watch Merlin instead, because it is everything SV used to be in the early days only way, way slashier (and with these strange things like continuity and character development thrown in for free)! *eg*

[carolandtom.livejournal.com]

I got to meet you thanks to your fics but soon I loved the person more than the great writer.
That won't change. *Hugs*