whiiiiiine...

[roxy]

...like that's such a strange event here. You guys! I'd be posting the next bit of NTM but I'm stuck on the naughty bits, waaaaaah! I'm all uninspired and stuff. I can't get the ball rolling. I think writing gross nasty sex scenes for Gone World broke me. :( That and skirting around the underage sex in Public Enemies.

OMG, none of my RL friends have problems like this, okay and now I'm laughing my ass off at myself! What the fuck, it's funny as hell when you think about it. Dork! Anyhoo, I guess I also don't want to be breaking Dean's little fuzzy heart, poor boy. All he wants is someone to love him, is that so much to ask? *sobs into hankie*

Tomorrow guys, tomorrow Show is back. I can't wait! I'm enjoying watching S1 on TNT in the mornings--they're so fucking YOUNG, omg! And the stories mostly suck ass but they're great for picking up info. I really didn't realize how much shit they were feeding us back then. Fascinating! It's almost like Kripke had a plan...so I'm thinking, why can't we have a magical third brother repop out of nowhere, hunh? I waaaaaant one!!! Come on, Krip--Buffy did it and I was a-okay with it. Angel tried to do it but it kinda sucked, and left us with a character I could have loved but didn't. He was good for fic, though. I loved you after it was all over Conner, I did!

You see? This is why I can't do thinky, reasoned posts about fandom. *g*

Off topic, got a question about me you want answered? You know how I looove talking about myself, yo. And there are those memes floating around, ask me stuff yada yada. I promise that there's some possibility that I might answer honestly.

Comments

[ferdalump.livejournal.com]

Okay a few random questions:

Lex can grab one item from the kitchen to take back to the bedroom and use it on Clark, what do you think he would select?

Are there any squicks you have that you simply won't read or write?

Complete this sentence: "Ass babies are _______________."

Do you have any weird rituals you do? (Like eat pudding with a fork or something?)

Lastly, do you remember how we found eachother?

*twirls you*

And I love that icon of yours. ♥

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Right? I used to love those old cartoons! *G*

Let's see, questions...I'll even tell the truth! :)

1) He grabs olive oil--there's *so* much he can do with that, and Clark will love it all.

2)I used to have a lot of things I wouldn't read, or write and now I find I'll read any damn thing *except* slave fic. No matter how you dress it up, or invent reasons why, I cannot *bear* to read it. It's something so disturbing to me, it makes me feel ill to read it. I'm not sure it's because the person has lost any ability to make decisions for themselves--SO FUCKING CREEPY, or if it's because of my cultural background-I can't see many Black people getting excited about slave fic. And hey, this is the first time i actually managed to articulate what bothers me about it, yay! Thanks, Ferd! *G*

3) Ass babies are creepy. Thought so before I wrote an ass baby story of my own, still think so.

4) Though I am a collection of weird phobias and a need for organization that others call slightly compulsive behavior, I don't have any real rituals.

5) Ack! I don't remember Ferd, do you? Mind you, I'm glad we did find each other! You are one of the few folks on my list who make me smile with almost every post--I adore your spirit and your sense of fun and also you're so omg cute!!