whiiiiiine...
1/21/10 12:04 am...like that's such a strange event here. You guys! I'd be posting the next bit of NTM but I'm stuck on the naughty bits, waaaaaah! I'm all uninspired and stuff. I can't get the ball rolling. I think writing gross nasty sex scenes for Gone World broke me. :( That and skirting around the underage sex in Public Enemies.
OMG, none of my RL friends have problems like this, okay and now I'm laughing my ass off at myself! What the fuck, it's funny as hell when you think about it. Dork! Anyhoo, I guess I also don't want to be breaking Dean's little fuzzy heart, poor boy. All he wants is someone to love him, is that so much to ask? *sobs into hankie*
Tomorrow guys, tomorrow Show is back. I can't wait! I'm enjoying watching S1 on TNT in the mornings--they're so fucking YOUNG, omg! And the stories mostly suck ass but they're great for picking up info. I really didn't realize how much shit they were feeding us back then. Fascinating! It's almost like Kripke had a plan...so I'm thinking, why can't we have a magical third brother repop out of nowhere, hunh? I waaaaaant one!!! Come on, Krip--Buffy did it and I was a-okay with it. Angel tried to do it but it kinda sucked, and left us with a character I could have loved but didn't. He was good for fic, though. I loved you after it was all over Conner, I did!
You see? This is why I can't do thinky, reasoned posts about fandom. *g*
Off topic, got a question about me you want answered? You know how I looove talking about myself, yo. And there are those memes floating around, ask me stuff yada yada. I promise that there's some possibility that I might answer honestly.
OMG, none of my RL friends have problems like this, okay and now I'm laughing my ass off at myself! What the fuck, it's funny as hell when you think about it. Dork! Anyhoo, I guess I also don't want to be breaking Dean's little fuzzy heart, poor boy. All he wants is someone to love him, is that so much to ask? *sobs into hankie*
Tomorrow guys, tomorrow Show is back. I can't wait! I'm enjoying watching S1 on TNT in the mornings--they're so fucking YOUNG, omg! And the stories mostly suck ass but they're great for picking up info. I really didn't realize how much shit they were feeding us back then. Fascinating! It's almost like Kripke had a plan...so I'm thinking, why can't we have a magical third brother repop out of nowhere, hunh? I waaaaaant one!!! Come on, Krip--Buffy did it and I was a-okay with it. Angel tried to do it but it kinda sucked, and left us with a character I could have loved but didn't. He was good for fic, though. I loved you after it was all over Conner, I did!
You see? This is why I can't do thinky, reasoned posts about fandom. *g*
Off topic, got a question about me you want answered? You know how I looove talking about myself, yo. And there are those memes floating around, ask me stuff yada yada. I promise that there's some possibility that I might answer honestly.
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1/21/10 05:14 am (UTC)Oddly, i'm also slogging like a turtle through treacle on a sex scene. So annoying!!
*is grumpy*
*and procrastinating*
Ask you anything? Huh, okay...um.....
Exactly *how much* do you love me?
*beams*
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1/21/10 05:35 am (UTC)Hah! If I were to tell you just how much I love you, it'd creep you out, trust me! *BEAMS*
Anyhoo, me and the niece often exclaim just how much we love you. Like, randomly...in line at the Acme, over dinner, checking the mail....*koff*
*grins*
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1/21/10 05:55 am (UTC)You. You always make my day, Ms. Thang. Always.
*luffs you madly*
Um. I...think if you turn Dean into a wandering, celibate blacksmith/priest i will....keeeeel you.
*cough*
:)
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1/21/10 08:13 am (UTC)"....and Dean took up the black robes and swore a mighty oath, as God was his witness, he was never having sex again.""...and Dean swore a mighty oath, "Give it to me, big boy, multiple times, that's the stuff, oooo baby and make it good or innocent roxys will be keeeled."
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1/21/10 11:54 am (UTC)Is he wearing a skirt and chewing on a carrot!
*snickers*
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1/21/10 02:43 pm (UTC)(no subject)
1/21/10 05:15 am (UTC)so I'm thinking, why can't we have a magical third brother repop out of nowhere, hunh? I waaaaaant one!!!
OMG, yes!!! We know the Almighty hears our prayers, for He, the Krip, bestowed upon us fangirls and slash and Castiel and soon body!swap. (I think I'm goin' to Hell for that. . . XD)
I'm counting down the hours till Show! Eeeeeeee, I'm so excited!
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1/21/10 05:37 am (UTC)I'm so excited over the few wee spoilers I've read! Can't wait, can't wait1
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1/21/10 05:23 am (UTC)Lex can grab one item from the kitchen to take back to the bedroom and use it on Clark, what do you think he would select?
Are there any squicks you have that you simply won't read or write?
Complete this sentence: "Ass babies are _______________."
Do you have any weird rituals you do? (Like eat pudding with a fork or something?)
Lastly, do you remember how we found eachother?
*twirls you*
And I love that icon of yours. ♥
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1/21/10 05:51 am (UTC)Let's see, questions...I'll even tell the truth! :)
1) He grabs olive oil--there's *so* much he can do with that, and Clark will love it all.
2)I used to have a lot of things I wouldn't read, or write and now I find I'll read any damn thing *except* slave fic. No matter how you dress it up, or invent reasons why, I cannot *bear* to read it. It's something so disturbing to me, it makes me feel ill to read it. I'm not sure it's because the person has lost any ability to make decisions for themselves--SO FUCKING CREEPY, or if it's because of my cultural background-I can't see many Black people getting excited about slave fic. And hey, this is the first time i actually managed to articulate what bothers me about it, yay! Thanks, Ferd! *G*
3) Ass babies are creepy. Thought so before I wrote an ass baby story of my own, still think so.
4) Though I am a collection of weird phobias and a need for organization that others call slightly compulsive behavior, I don't have any real rituals.
5) Ack! I don't remember Ferd, do you? Mind you, I'm glad we did find each other! You are one of the few folks on my list who make me smile with almost every post--I adore your spirit and your sense of fun and also you're so omg cute!!
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1/21/10 07:24 am (UTC)hope your muse wakes up and gives you plenty to write, pronto.
questions. hmm. i know you've done hitchcockian walk-ons in many of your stories, but have you ever patterned a more sustained character on yourself? if so, did it work out?
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1/21/10 08:08 am (UTC)Nope, just walk-ons, except for Mariposa where the character in the prologue was pretty much me, sort of. I don't think I'd be interesting enough to be more than that. There's no way except by making myself some fabulous wonderful all knowing Roxy-Sue. Unless a story called for the characters to hide out in the modest home of an aging plump woman with a fondness for peanut butter sandwiches, coffee and porn.
Hmmmmm.....
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1/21/10 12:16 pm (UTC)(no subject)
1/23/10 07:27 am (UTC)--Jessica
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1/23/10 07:37 am (UTC)*koff* Yeah, or maybe just the offer of the guestroom and a hot shower with no peeking and blueberry pancakes in the morning...*siiiigh*
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1/21/10 07:40 am (UTC)Let's see... If Superman leaves Metropolis at 6pm traveling at the speed of sound, and Batman leaves Gotham at 6:30pm by Bat-plane, what time do they meet up with Lex and Whitney to have one big sexy orgy? *g*
Oh, that's not the type of questions you meant? *looks innocent* ♥
sure I'll answer that!
1/21/10 08:01 am (UTC)Re: sure I'll answer that!
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1/21/10 07:44 am (UTC)Not that I *mind* the gruff growly-thing, but... you know. :)
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1/21/10 07:58 am (UTC)I like the gruff growly thing too--even though sometimes it's almost a leeeeeeetle 'Batman'...hah!
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1/21/10 10:21 pm (UTC)