whiiiiiine...

[roxy]

...like that's such a strange event here. You guys! I'd be posting the next bit of NTM but I'm stuck on the naughty bits, waaaaaah! I'm all uninspired and stuff. I can't get the ball rolling. I think writing gross nasty sex scenes for Gone World broke me. :( That and skirting around the underage sex in Public Enemies.

OMG, none of my RL friends have problems like this, okay and now I'm laughing my ass off at myself! What the fuck, it's funny as hell when you think about it. Dork! Anyhoo, I guess I also don't want to be breaking Dean's little fuzzy heart, poor boy. All he wants is someone to love him, is that so much to ask? *sobs into hankie*

Tomorrow guys, tomorrow Show is back. I can't wait! I'm enjoying watching S1 on TNT in the mornings--they're so fucking YOUNG, omg! And the stories mostly suck ass but they're great for picking up info. I really didn't realize how much shit they were feeding us back then. Fascinating! It's almost like Kripke had a plan...so I'm thinking, why can't we have a magical third brother repop out of nowhere, hunh? I waaaaaant one!!! Come on, Krip--Buffy did it and I was a-okay with it. Angel tried to do it but it kinda sucked, and left us with a character I could have loved but didn't. He was good for fic, though. I loved you after it was all over Conner, I did!

You see? This is why I can't do thinky, reasoned posts about fandom. *g*

Off topic, got a question about me you want answered? You know how I looove talking about myself, yo. And there are those memes floating around, ask me stuff yada yada. I promise that there's some possibility that I might answer honestly.

Comments

[myownghost.livejournal.com]

i hated dawn with a purple passion, as they used to say. omg, that screechy voice. she turned out ok by the end of the series, though.

hope your muse wakes up and gives you plenty to write, pronto.

questions. hmm. i know you've done hitchcockian walk-ons in many of your stories, but have you ever patterned a more sustained character on yourself? if so, did it work out?

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Ooooo, interesting question--boring answer! *G*

Nope, just walk-ons, except for Mariposa where the character in the prologue was pretty much me, sort of. I don't think I'd be interesting enough to be more than that. There's no way except by making myself some fabulous wonderful all knowing Roxy-Sue. Unless a story called for the characters to hide out in the modest home of an aging plump woman with a fondness for peanut butter sandwiches, coffee and porn.

Hmmmmm.....

[myownghost.livejournal.com]

that sounds promising to me! there could be secret passages and peepholes in the closet walls. ;)

[(Anonymous)]

Well, there could always be a Roxy-shaped woman who, after a brush with the Forces of Darkness, lets hunters crash at her place for a couple days if they're running short of ready cash.

--Jessica

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Ooooooo, giiirl, I *like* the way you think. And maybe there'd be ropes and feather dusters and pudding involved....

*koff* Yeah, or maybe just the offer of the guestroom and a hot shower with no peeking and blueberry pancakes in the morning...*siiiigh*