dear my friends

[roxy]

I keep having fabulous, wonderful ideas that go nowhere and it's a little frustrating. I want to be writing lots of stuff, but ideas wiggle in and out of my head. Problem is that I have these brilliant ideas in the shower and the minute I'm out--poof! Like smoke! I'm all comfy and moisturizing--winter's hell on my skin, guys--and suddenly I realize that great story is GONE! Sure, I'm soft as a baby's bottom, but my idea is fled! Ghosted! Ach. My pain.

My secret NotABigBang goes along. It's getting...weird.Er. And slow. But it's interesting and on the days the Muses come back from blowing surfer-wannabes under the boardwalk, it comes out of my fingers like whoa. Is there a better feeling, my friends? Okay, yes, sure, but not one you can experience in daytime with other people around. Unless you're an exhibitionist....

Which reminds me--I know I haven't had much to say lately, I feel like I haven't even been here much and lots of you have gone on to other fandoms and we probably don't share interests anymore. I just wanted to let you know I don't give a damn and I'm not letting go of a single one of you. If I haven't commented in your LJ lately it's more because I'm not sure you want to hear from me, not that I don't want to hang out with you. I can be Xandery from time to time--strange, and a little offputting.
Behold--I manage to combine an outrageous ego with a lack of self-esteem, huzzah!

My love--kind of stalkery and scary, but with a side of humble. Really. :)

Comments

[rednihilist.livejournal.com]

YOU: Never Change.

*SHMUSHES SNUGGLES*

Hysterical In-Joke Icon is Hysterical.

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

As is your strangely persistent erection....

TOMORROW! CATCH UP DAY! You have sent me a snippet, no?

[rednihilist.livejournal.com]

As is your strangely persistent erection....

*snerk* Oh, God, I should really go see the doctor about that, shouldn't I?! The ads always say if it's been longer than four hours. . .

I haz sent you a snippet. Me = still tweaking that damn fake!Rolling Stone interview. *clutches roxy by lapels* I've been at it for two days straight!

*steps back and smooths jacket*

Ahem. Yes, tomorrow!

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

*smooths lapels, inches slightly backwards* Yeeess...tomorrow.

[nataliadarimini.livejournal.com]

OMG HEY. I got my Christmas card! Thank you so much!

Also: I believe I have lost many brilliant ideas to the fickle shower gods. I need a white board in the bathroom or summat, because I step out of the shower and it's like I get retrograde amnesia.

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

WHITE BOARD IN THE BATHROOM!!! BRILLIANT!!!

Now if I can just get him to go along with it....

[rosy5000.livejournal.com]

The obvious solution to your story/shower problem is to set up a computer in the shower. Duh! Ok... it'd have to be a water-proof computer, or maybe dress it up in a cute little rain slicker to protect it. Ooooorrrr.... dictation! Get yourself a few hot, young men and you can just rattle off the story and they can type it for you. See... easy solutions. ;)

*smooches & hugs* ♥

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

*GASP*

OMG, you have the best ideas! How about--hot boys in rain slickers taking dictation...clear rain slickers. Nekkid hot boys in my shower taking dictation...oy, I think I have to lay down a bit....

[tabaqui]

You? Are the bees knees, bb. Truly. Cute and a little fuzzy.
*twirls you*

Dry winter air - it sucks! My fingers get all cracked and ouchy. And i seem to have to wash my hands *more*, which means more ouchy and the lotion all washes off. Woe.

I am trying to write and it seems i just *cannot*. Arrgh. But i'm still trying. Tomorrow, i open Word yet again.

Luck to both of us!
*smoooooooches you*

I want you at my lj *all the time*!

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

OMG, My whole skin feels like it's in fire sometimes--terrible! I have this really slippery stuff from Aveno that I'm going to try. Here's hoping my poor epidermis gets some relief!

We write! It's what we do! That and oggle pretty boys, yeah! (heee, mistyped that as goys)

[tabaqui]

Arrgh!
I just *itch* - flanks, shins, small of the back, forearms...arrrgh! It's so freakin' annoying. And i dislike the feeling of lotion under my clothes, and it's much to cold to wander around naked waiting for it to dry....

I'm in hell!!
*dramatic flail*

Well, since 'goy' in Yiddish and Hebrew means 'non-Jew'.... It works!
*snerk*

[xinsidemyskinx.livejournal.com]

I alllllllways want to hear from you my sexiness x MWAHHHHHH.

Hmmm if I was an inventor I would totally invent a water proof laptop for you so you could shower and write at the same time heh.

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

See, I knew you loved me! *BIG OLE CHEESY GRIN*

[prettysilent.livejournal.com]

NotABigBang? Won't you sign up?

Um, I like you the way you are if that makes any difference? :)

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

I've dropped out of too many Big Bangs to want to tackle them anymore. But I still produce great big monster stories, so...*G*


Yes! *HUUUUUUUUUUUUGS*!!!! ♥♥♥ Thank you!

[myownghost.livejournal.com]

Xandery... i like that! the zeppo, yes? we still share fandoms, just old ones!

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Heee! Fandoms never die--especially Buffy. Still quotable after all these years! ♥

[danceswithgary]

I've come up with some of the best ideas while under water.

At least I think I have, but since I can't remember them I guess their value is questionable.

God, it sucks getting old.

*hug*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

RIGHT?

Golden years my wrinkled achy ass!!

Showers are the best place to have them, because working out porny scenes in my head while we're at dinner with his friends--*koff* It does make me smile, though.

[itsaslashything.livejournal.com]

I can be Xandery from time to time--strange, and a little offputting.

Are you kidding me? You're one of our all time favorite people....and yes, I'm pretty sure I can speak for EVERYONE here!! You never fail to entertain, you're genuinely caring and we all love you to bits!!

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

*CLIIIIIIIIIING*

You have no idea how good that makes me feel! Seriously, you guys keep me halfway sane!

Kinda scary, ain't it? ;)

[silsbee329.livejournal.com]

At least you get ideas. My brain is like this:
*... tumbleweed goes by ... "Cake!" ... wind whistles ...*

And I'm not supposed to do this (CUZ IT'S CHEATING ON THE MEME!!!), but you were number 3 in this. ILU, ROXY.

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

At least you get ideas. My brain is like this:
*... tumbleweed goes by ... "Cake!" ... wind whistles ...*

*FALLS DOWN LAUGHING*

*tacklehugshmush* You make my heart sing!!!!

[me-ya-ri.livejournal.com]

Well, Roxy, that's your problem right there. You shouldn't be thinking about stories in the shower. You should be thinking about sex in the shower. That's easy to remember as you get all moisterized (which, so much yes. Winter does a number on my skin. >.>) If you were thinking about sex than you'd be able to remember it and then there are no problems, right? *big grin*

*snorfle*

*huggles you* You don't get to leave my FL! What would I do without my doses of Roxy-ness? Fandom doesn't matter, just having fun matters.

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Sex in the shower!! There you go! That has been my mistake all along! I should be having sex in the shower! No, wait...what does that have to do with writing?

;) *HUGHUG*!

[selinamoonfire.livejournal.com]

I have the same problem with showers but it's worse at work. I spend eight hours thinking up story ideas, get home and POOF the ideas are gone.

HOW can this happen. I'm thinking up ideas involving Chris Pine in leather pants. *points at the icon* How can my inner perv not be rejoicing over that and telling me how to get him OUT of the pants?!?

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Whoa...your icon rendered me brainless for many seconds. I can totally see leaving him IN those pants, omg. Work around the pants, girl!


Oh dear, that sounded reeeeaally bad! *G*

[selinamoonfire.livejournal.com]

How about it larger and in hi def I know that sounded pervy and I'm not ashamed at all!

 Leather Pants! (http://chris-pine.org/imgs/displayimage.php?album=316&pid=21361#top_display_media)

What's sad is the story is probably going to be PG-13. *sob* HOW can I do that????

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

LOL!!!
EVEN BETTER!!

[selinamoonfire.livejournal.com]

That photo shoot is made of awesome. So many of my kinks in one place. Car porn, leather pants, guitars....YUM.