I'm sharing this with you because I couldn't tell anyone in real life without having to explain way too fucking much. But the other day, one of the SpN comms had recs for stories involving pony play. At first, I was confused as to why someone would want to write, let alone read stories about My Little Pony. Even as I was trying to picture Jensen or Dean or Sam as a little pony, understanding hit me like an icky wave of ewwwness. And then...you know how I have this thing where I click on links that promise nothing but deep psychological pain? Yeah. I'm too nosy for my own good....
It was *worse* than that--those stories were kind of...*koff* Interesting, yes, that's the word I was searching for. It didn't help that they were awfully well written, and made a kind of sense that made my brain spin in my head, because I don't *like* stories like that usually. Even if it's not supposed to, those kind of stories still feel dub-con-ish to me. But lawks, rending of garments included, I liked them. Very much. *blushgrimace* Hunh.
Now I just want to laugh at myself. ;) SpN, how you've broadened my horizons. How I don't intend to let anyone know how broad--until of course, I drop dead in the supermarket one day, and when they're going through my stuff to donate to the Goodwill, they find...my other stuff. (note to self, leave enough money so that everyone can afford decent therapy. Oh, and request that Big Bertha be gifted to the Smithsonian.)
It was *worse* than that--those stories were kind of...*koff* Interesting, yes, that's the word I was searching for. It didn't help that they were awfully well written, and made a kind of sense that made my brain spin in my head, because I don't *like* stories like that usually. Even if it's not supposed to, those kind of stories still feel dub-con-ish to me. But lawks, rending of garments included, I liked them. Very much. *blushgrimace* Hunh.
Now I just want to laugh at myself. ;) SpN, how you've broadened my horizons. How I don't intend to let anyone know how broad--until of course, I drop dead in the supermarket one day, and when they're going through my stuff to donate to the Goodwill, they find...my other stuff. (note to self, leave enough money so that everyone can afford decent therapy. Oh, and request that Big Bertha be gifted to the Smithsonian.)
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6/9/11 01:18 am (UTC)I know!!! I've got shelves full of note books, research on some*koff* special things, plus omg, the fic....WE NEED THAT CODE!!!!!!
Or a nice little note explaining why slash is of the very good. :)
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6/9/11 01:23 am (UTC)EVOL TEMPTRESS!!!!!!!
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6/9/11 01:24 am (UTC)I'm game for any kind of kink just about, the more off-the-wall it is, the happier I am. Straight up D/s will throw me off quicker than anything else--depends on how it's written. But pony play... Well. I have a big question mark floating over my head about it and yet, when it's written well... I kind of like it and I DON'T KNOW WHY. I read a Spock/Kirk pony play fic just a couple nights ago and loved it.
The internet + fandom = people reading weird stuff at 3AM and finding it... interesting, to say the least.
I <3 you, Internet.
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6/9/11 01:25 am (UTC)AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAAAAAA!!!!!
I mean,no...that's not funny.
*gigglegigglegigglegiggle*
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6/9/11 01:35 am (UTC)*Points!*
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6/9/11 01:42 am (UTC)We have an agreement that if either of us die, we make sure to clean the other's computer of all the 'good' stuff. lol
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6/9/11 01:43 am (UTC)Right?? It's a constant journey of discovery, oy!
Come to think of it, in the story I was reading, Jensen was the pony! I wish I could remember the writer--the link took you off site. I will find it for you! It was very good, but then, I enjoy my stories marinated in angst--but only if it's well-written angst. I have standards. *nods*
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6/9/11 01:45 am (UTC)By the way--brilliant! I must make that pact with my niece!!!
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6/9/11 01:47 am (UTC)NO!! Get thee behind me!!! *bookmarks*
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6/9/11 01:49 am (UTC)*snorfle*
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6/9/11 01:50 am (UTC)Hmmm, what does your note say??? I need a go-by!!! LOL
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6/9/11 02:03 am (UTC)Tomorrow, when the apricots are ripe (http://tryfanstone.co.uk/tomorrowwhen.htm)
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6/9/11 02:08 am (UTC)What you think you're seeing, you do not see. These are not the files you are looking for--
Well, still working on that! ;)
I know! All my friends have mysteriously turned into Grandmas--I have no idea how that's possible, since I'm still the same age I was when bush senior was prez...odd, that. :)
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6/9/11 02:12 am (UTC)(no subject)
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6/9/11 02:24 am (UTC)*enables*
*corrupts*
knitting and crosswords are overrated!!!
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6/9/11 02:30 am (UTC)I laughed so much over this. Especially since I used the My Little Pony generator last week to make versions of the Trek characters. *eg*
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6/9/11 02:34 am (UTC)(no subject)
6/9/11 02:34 am (UTC)omg--it was *SO* not My Little Ponies!!
Though now I'm tempted to draw the boys as ponies, too....*G*
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6/9/11 02:35 am (UTC)(no subject)
6/9/11 02:37 am (UTC)I do this thing all the time. I remember when I winced at underage Sam/Dean. *shakeshead* That bird has flown. *gggg*
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6/9/11 02:39 am (UTC)SPN ponies would be awesome. A friend found this thing on deviantart that lets you make different types of ponies. So...Pony!Trek.
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6/9/11 02:39 am (UTC)