so, here's what happened....

[roxy]

My SV BB was going along like gangbusters, I was really pleased with what I had and then, I accidentally erased most of it. That sucked like crazy, but in a way, I guess it was a good thing. Now, I'm going to start from the end and work my way backwards. Go me.

Oh fuck positive!!! I nearly spit on the fucking laptop, I was so pissed off!! Mother fuck!! Damn it, I just stared at that fucker like--be-hunh? Wha...did I just do, fuck me.... It was an eye-opening moment and taught me a lesson. Never do shit that requires thinking before nine-o'clock because I don't really get my brain started until eleven. Before nine, I'm only good for snuggles. And that's just if I like you. Otherwise, I bite your head off and go back to sleep.

Lucky for me, my SpNMini-Bang was unmolested. Man, that thing is headed in a way different place then I'd planned. I think it's actually going to end up being a happy story. Wouldn't that be nice? Or maybe scary, I don't know....

Hey, let me send a big old squeezy hug out to locknkey! Thanks for the big, beautiful kiss, love! You are fabulous! Totally fabulous! *mmmmmmwhah!!*

Comments

[bradygirl_12]

Argh! That's a shame, Roxy! *hugs* I hope you have your notes! :)

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

I have notes, but all the kinky bits were only in my head, gaaah! That's what comes of not wanting the naughty bits visible in my notebook. Been that way about it since Mr. R grabbed one of my notebooks to make a grocery list--heh! What a face that was, lol! :)

[myownghost.livejournal.com]

i accidentally deleted a chapter of my nano camp thing but semagic had saved it as a draft. not that it amounts to a hill of beans, but that moment when you've lost something you'd worked hard on? aaargh. ("fuck positive." haha!)

laptops, i am finding, are far worse about this than big ol' desk PCs.

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

It was an enormous AAAAH moment, so bog that for a minute, all I could do was stare at the laptop, my mouth all hanging open and GETTING NO AIR!!! As soon as BG left the house I was freaking out! The dog thought I'd lost my mind, lol!

Thankfully, I had a bunch of notes and cut bits in the recycle bin so it shouldn't be too horribly bad to rewrite. *sigh*

[myownghost.livejournal.com]

hope it was clear that i meant MY story doesn't amount to a hill of beans! i just was relating to that AAAAH moment. it's awful. yeah, i bet you scared the dog. :D

i may've told you that i once accidentally deleted my hard drive. how, you may ask? the damn computer asked me if i wanted to, and i hit the wrong button. i really did just about fall on the floor. thank god for computer-savvy offspring. :(

best wishes with the rewrite! i hate having to do that. some of the poems i lost that my son couldn't recover weren't as good after i reconstructed them.

[rosy5000.livejournal.com]

I'm betting it's your SpN fic trying to sabotage your SV fic. *glares suspiciously at SpNMini-Bang*

*huggles you hard* ♥

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

LOL!!! Omg, that must be it!!! That darn SpN fic is hypnotizing me, making me sabotage *myself*!!!

*clings to you for support (and shmoochies, shmoochies makes Baby HookerClark happy)*

[me-ya-ri.livejournal.com]

*cringes* Oh man, that so sucks! Good luck reconstituting it, Roxy! *lots of hugs and cookies*

And good luck on the SpNBB too,though you know where my heart is. ;)

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

You're so good to me! I swear, there *will* be one more HookerClark story in the world or I'll eat my hat! Which I plan to make out of cupcakes and frosting, just in case....

[me-ya-ri.livejournal.com]

Ooooo....! :D

*nibbles on your hat*

[cinderella81.livejournal.com]

I am failing spectacularly at my SVBB ... I just can't seem to get inspired ... *sigh*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Oh my dear, I know what you mean. I was surprised that this story took off like it did in my mind but then again, it's totally AU (surprise!) so I'm ignoring everything after, oh, let's see...the pilot! lol!

Do you have any idea at all? Or maybe a x-over with a show that interests you now?

[cinderella81.livejournal.com]

I have an idea, yeah ... I'm trying to plug away at it, though ... I only have about 1200 words though ...

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

What about it is holding you back? I mean, if you want to talk about it. :)

[cinderella81.livejournal.com]

You know ... I'm not quite sure ... I love my characters ... I just ... *sigh* I don't know.

I know the end result - it's just getting there that's hard LOL

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Oh god yeah--that's why I'm starting at the end now, lol! I've got my fingers crossed I'll come up with a middle. ;)

[ctbn60.livejournal.com]

Oh god. I would have freaked out BIG time! I'm so sorry hon!

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

I would have if I was alone, but the Beloved Daughter was there and we have this armed truce going on so far as fanfic goes, hah! If I had been alone, the neighbors would have called the cops, convinced I was killing somebody! ;)

[lexophilia.livejournal.com]

Computers eat fics because they are greedy bitches.

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

That's IT!!!!!

Goddamn laptop....

[tuckercat2.livejournal.com]

Man! That so totally sucks!!! You know, I was feelin' threatened by how calm and accepting you were at the beginning... I mean if you could do that over this then how could I possibly think I could do that over my this????? Whew, color me relieved!!!

HUGS!!! nasty ole' computer!!!

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

See, the thing about me is when I sound the most zen is when I'm bullshitting the hardest. Why do calm when I can freak the fuck out? :)

omg, always ready for hugs! Mmmmmmmmmmm--thank you!! *GGG*

[tuckercat2.livejournal.com]

that's my kinda thinkin'!!!!

Always time for hugs!!! ;)

[tabaqui]

Bb!! Dear gods. That sucks. *pets you lots*

No way to recover it, huh?

*smishes you*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

hah! no, i made sure that bitch was gone for good. but I'm in a writey kind of mood so *crosses fingers* I've got a bit redone...'course, now I'm changing my min about direction again....

[rednihilist.livejournal.com]

I fail at being a friend this summer. I am sorry, hon, that I still have yet to help you with your stories, while many times in the very recent past you've helped me. I sincerely apologize. My only excuse is that you would not believe the month I've had. June tried to kill me, not just with drama, but with actual physical pain.

Again, I'm so so so sorry, and I will do my very best, my utmost to have that story you sent to me, like, two weeks ago back to you on Sunday, as that's the next day I have off, in between doctor visits and relative issues.

*le sigh*

Snuggles for me? *puppy dog eyes*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

ACH!!!!! *CLINGS ALL OVER YOU*

Please!!! Don't feel bad at all because then I'll feel bad and guilty for all the times I made folks wait a bazillion years before I got back to them on their fics! I suck like that and I'm hardly going to point out that I live in an enormous glass house. ;)

RL is just that, real life, and this is just our playpen. Our sometimes torturous, cry in your beer and rend your garments playpen....

Are you okay, though? I'm here if you need me, love. *kiss*

[lastscorpion.insanejournal.com (from livejournal.com)]

OMG that's terrible! Good luck with the reconstruction. I did that once, but it was with a short fic. Even so, it took me forever to put it back together from notes and whatnot I still had. (Well, okay, not really forever, but much longer than I would have liked.)

So I totally understand if you don't have time to beta that Forever Knight fic for me? (Even though I'd really love it if you would.) BrightKnightie has a beta-reader exchange thread set up, so I'd still be able to get somebody (they just wouldn't be as cool as you!)

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

I'm totally screwed with that fic, I'm afraid. I hope the urge comes back, it was going good. :(

Where are you with the Forever Knight fic? DW or IJ? You know I probably don't remember enough about FK to do anything but audience, right? But I can audience the hell out of a fic, girl :)

[lastscorpion.insanejournal.com (from livejournal.com)]

OMG what a beautiful icon that is!

I'm so sorry about your fic.

My FK fic is at

http://lastscorpion.dreamwidth.org/12328.html?mode=reply

If you're logged in as roxy over there, you should be able to see it.

Thank you so much!!!