I'll never learn.

[roxy]

I always click. No matter how big the warning, how full of exclaimy points or DEEP SERIOUS TONES OF WARNING or giggly little " oh gosh, me, i'm just so naughty", (and then person proceeds to make me scream for the brain bleach) I click. Even if it's something I'm pretty *sure* will make me gag, I click. I've had moments that I've ripped my glasses off and yelped, 'oh fuck me', and I STILL CLICK.

You know why? 'Cause I swear to gawd, I'm the nosiest bitch in the world. My family crest should be a weeping eye over a hopeful little rainbow, and underneath, a banner inscribed with, "oh, how bad can it be?"

This being nosy...it can be a blessing--I've found wonderful fics through being nosy, or taking a chance on something way different than my usual. But oh lord, sometimes...gaggo!

Yeah, so when I click on traumatic things, I totally blame myself. After all, I'd been warned.

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[iibnf.livejournal.com]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OtRzf_ZcM0U&feature=rec-HM-fresh+div

This is us.

[me-ya-ri.livejournal.com]

*Shudder-twitch* Oooooohhhhhkaaaaaay... And people wonder why I don't read SpN. *sighs and rolls eyes* You're a braver woman than I am, Roxy, a much braver woman. I certainly wouldn't have clicked.

[chemm80]

Hahahaha! I am SO with you! Not many things squick me anymore, and even though I may choose not to read some things because they don't appeal, I can usually banish them from my brain without too much trauma.

The one that always gets me is when someone on my flist (which is remarkably free of wank) mentions a negative thread or meme or some other deliciously wanky stuff, but they won't go into detail about it because "if you don't know already, then you don't want to"

But the thing is, yes, I really, really do want to know. Because then, it's like "Well, you brought it up...ya gotta tell me now." But they won't. So then I want to go looking for it and I don't have time for that.

COME ON. Don't leave me hanging--spread the wank. So yeah. Nosy is the word my mother used to use for it. :D

[miss-tress.livejournal.com]

I came to comment wondering if it was the Harry Potter/Michael Jackson fic that was causing people to commit murder yesterday or something else.

I think I'm becoming addicted to being nosy and passing on horrible things to others. Especially whackadoo summaries. Those are my favorite things that I can't look away from.

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

Harry Potter/Michael Jackson

what??? *falls down laughing* Unh-unh!!!

I think I'm becoming addicted to being nosy and passing on horrible things to others. Especially whackadoo summaries. Those are my favorite things that I can't look away from.

That sounds like a wonderful hobby to share with your friends. ;)

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

LOVE your icon!!

when someone on my flist (which is remarkably free of wank) mentions a negative thread or meme or some other deliciously wanky stuff, but they won't go into detail about it because "if you don't know already, then you don't want to"

Oh, me, you have to know I *never* reveal what I'm bitching about or am in fear of! But this particular fic that set off this little mini-rant--which I stress, I didn't read all the way through--or at all really--seemed to be about sex with a family pet. I have no idea whether it was meant to be amusing, or meant to be for real, because oy--I was too cowardly to find out!

It's not really all that often I'm appalled by subject matter--mostly it's the writing that freaks me out.

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

LOL! Trust me, it's not all frightening! And often times it's the fandom of pain but in a good way!

Braver, hunh? Or just...foolish? *GGG*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

OHMYGAWDWHAT????????

Read a description of the original clip...can you do that and not die??

and retch retch retch

[chemm80]

OMG, apreludetoanend and I were just talking about those today! I think it was prompted by that kink meme, yes? She had written a mild watersports fic for it also and was kind of freaking out that she'd crossed the "watersports line", because that's apparently still on the outer frontier of kink or something and we got to talking about bestiality. But I said, just as with the watersports, I could imagine someone writing Harley/Jensen well enough I could read it.

BAD WRITING...the FINAL FRONTIER OF SQUICK

[tabaqui]

Bweeeeeeee!!!

Bay-bee, show me your bikini-self, i wanna know!
:)
*smishes you*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

*looks about all sekritly like* The world's not ready...but this I can share with you--the bikini is hot pink, with purple leopard spots, and trimmed in gold and white marabou, *and* it has a saucy little thong bottom.

[iibnf.livejournal.com]

Just don't watch it. The reactions to it are funny, though. (I got about ... a few seconds in. That was enough).

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

oh man, I gotta say, there's nothing in this world that would make me read Harley/anyhumanbeing, ever. I'm pretty damn sure. 'cause I thought "watersports, ew, yukie" and yet I read her story tonight and was kind of pleasantly surprised. Mind you, I don't feel like that when *I* have to pee, but it just goes to show, you never know. Of course, I have a tendency to read some folks stuff no matter what they write. As long as it doesn't involve dog fucking. My line as of today and in the foreseeable future. Which used to include fleching which still, pretty much ew, but have actually read some stories here and there and thought , "hmm, hot."

And I once read a story about Oz and Lindsey, I think it was (BtVS and AtS) having sex while Oz in werewolf form...does that count as bestiality?

(you have the best icons ever!)

[tabaqui]

Whoooooooooooooooot!!
Daring, Ms. Thang, daring.

I want pictures.
:)

[danceswithgary]

Considering that type of curiosity resulted in my entry into fandom - it's not all bad. :-D

[miss-tress.livejournal.com]

quintum said they had to an urge to go out and murder someone after seeing it.

http://moonysgurl-21.deviantart.com/art/Musical-Love-ch-1-129971613

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

*blink*

Well. Everyone deals with grief in their own way. Now excuse me while I try to erase that from my mind....

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

True, true, it hasn't always been a bad experience for me--thank goodness!

[bluemeridian]

My family crest should be a weeping eye over a hopeful little rainbow, and underneath, a banner inscribed with, "oh, how bad can it be?"

Or just a stylized picture of a cat with "Fatal Sense of Curiousity" *g*

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

*falls down laughing*

YES!!!!

[frelling-tralk.livejournal.com]

LOL I noticed a post in a SPN comm recently where someone said they were responding to a kink meme of someone requesting bestiality, and it was a pairing of Dean and one of Bobby's dogs o_0 Man there's fandom being more open-minded for various kinks, and then there's just plain disturbing. And what is with the obsession with SPN fandom and "watersports"!!!!

[chemm80]

Um, yes and yes. Doggy porn is beyond the pale, but I am in LURVE with all of my icons and I sling them around wit complete abandon. Oh and yeah, Erin's work is always worth a read and the story behind that one-she can barely read porn, can write thousands of words of J2 and that culminates in nothing more than a kiss and then decides to write watersports? I blame this fandom's superpowers of corruption.

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

I blame this fandom's superpowers of corruption.

*nod nod*
Not even SV in it's heyday was as corrupting!

[roxymissrose.livejournal.com]

OMG! ACK ACK ACK!!!

The one I avoided was Jensen and one of Jared's dogs...jesus, what kind of fandom makes me long for the simple innocence of watersports?? And speaking of that, what *is* it about those boys peeing that some are finding so fascinating? Reading those fics mostly just make me feel like--well, like I have to pee....*G*

I did read one or two I kind of liked though...*wibbles*

[miss-tress.livejournal.com]

I just boggle at the idea of a true fan of Michael's thinking that the best way to commemorate his passing would be to write fic that has him being being forced to marry a 17 year old boy.